Wednesday, January 18, 2012
It is only 9:30 in the A.M. and I already have written it off.
At this point I just want to go back to bed, but I can't :( I have a little guy waiting for me to get out of this funk and get my shit together.
What is on my mind today:
Connor has a project, "Wind Power" and I have no idea what is going on with it and really neither does he. What the hell is up with partner projects at school anyways? This is the second partner project that he was assigned and they really just don't work for a kid with a learning disability. Pure frustration.
The new year has began and I have not yet gotten a 2012 calender and I'm lost. I don't know who is coming and who is going. We pre-paid for a Subway lunch for the 18th and on the 13th my dear Kylie said "mom today we don't need a lunch it's Subway lunch today" Ok then, no lunches needed and at 12:01 I received a phone call " Hello, it's Mrs R from blank blank school, unfortunately today is NOT Subway lunch so Kylie and Connor do not have lunches for today" UGH you have to be kidding me, this is what happens when you listen to a 7 year old!! Luckily my husband was around and he dropped off lunch for the kids.
Today I got a phone at 9:01 "Hello, it's Mrs R from blank blank school, I have Kirstin in the office and she is a little upset because today is pajama day in her class "(she was dressed in "normal" clothes) UGH... you have to be fricken kidding me!! Luckily my husband had not left for work as I ran around looking for clean pajama's which was nearly impossible because for some reason my damn almost new dryer is not heating up and DRYING therefore NOT WORKING. In a family of 8 not having a working dryer is not a good thing. I did finally find a pair but UGH...
and ya I know your thinking it, the school should and probably does have my home phone on speed dial.
To top it all off Kailyn left for school this morning without emptying the dish washer and now I have dishes filling up my counters...which drives me NUTS! I just filled that damn thing yesterday...UGH. My upstairs bathroom smells like wet dog because dumb ass got her leach tangled up under the porch yesterday afternoon and ended up rolling around in the mud which ended up in an impromptu bath for the big hairy mutt. Cody did think that it was funny when Reesey "made it rain" me not so much. The girls decided to play "dress up" last night and now they have clothes on the floor from one end to the other. So I plan to be cleaning ALL day today.
The weeks nonsense is adding up and I'm falling apart.
But even with my whole world falling down in complete chaos around me all I can think of is Cara's damn A1C flying out the window...hurry and shut the F'en window. Her A1C is already in the toilet and now after my post yesterday about the wonderful night she spent the whole day at school high, when she came home she was high and when she went to bed, well a little better but not in rang. Screw the 3 day rule I just can't wait. We added even more insulin to her breakfast and lunch for today in hopes I get some change.
Hope someone out there is having a better day!!
Posted by Nicole at 10:14 AM