We had our ENDO visit today,
our A1C went up...
diabetes is kicking our summer butts...
I don't feel like I have diabetes under control at all right now...
BUT, all that stuff is not going to bother me TODAY!
Cara grew over 1 inch in 3 months...wonderful,
Cara came home with a smile on her face and a skip in her step from her appointment...wonderful,
Cara is growing and is healthy and is happy and that is all that matters...today!
Today even though diabetes is NUTS and still CRAZY I feel great about what we are doing and where we are going and who we have on our side.
Today diabetes is not taking us down, we are rising above and moving on. Today we are not a number, today I don't see diabetes as a problem that I must beat and win every single battle. Today diabetes just is and that is ok and I will ride out the bad and hard times and we will come out even better, even stronger on the other side. Today I will take my hits and ready myself to dish it out.
Today I feel refreshed, ready and willing to live our lives with diabetes.
Today I feel good, I have beat diabetes and not because our numbers are great, not because I'm in total control but because I have over come. Today I can see past the negative and the doubt and the guilt and the numbers. I see that each and every day is a new day, a day that I have all the tools and support that I need to get myself, Cara and my family through this journey with diabetes.
TODAY IS A GOOD DAY and I hope you all are having a good day too!!